TO MASTER JOHN PETER | |
Abridged the circuit of his hopeful days, | |
Whiles both his youth and virtue did intend | |
The good endeavors of deserving praise, | |
5 | What memorable monument can last |
Whereon to build his never-blemished name | |
But his own worth, wherein his life was graced. . . | |
Sith as that ever he maintained the same? | |
Oblivion in the darkest day to come, | |
10 | When sin shall tread on merit in the dust, |
Cannot rase out the lamentable tomb | |
Of his short-lived deserts; but still they must, | |
Even in the hearts and memories of men, | |
Claim fit respect, that they, in every limb | |
15 | Remembering what he was, with comfort then |
May pattern out one truly good, by him. | |
For he was truly good, if honest care | |
Of harmless conversation may commend | |
A life free from such stains as follies are, | |
20 | Ill recompensed only in his end. |
Nor can the tongue of him who loved him least | |
(If there can be minority of love | |
To one superlative above the rest | |
Of many men in steady faith) reprove | |
25 | His constant temper, in the equal weight |
Of thankfulness and kindness: Truth doth leave | |
Sufficient proof, he was in every right | |
As kind to give, as thankful to receive. | |
The curious eye of a quick-brained survey | |
30 | Could scantly find a mote amidst the sun |
Of his too-shortened days, or make a prey | |
Of any faulty errors he had done. | |
Not that he was above the spleenful sense | |
And spite of malice, but for that he had | |
35 | Warrant enough in his own innocence |
Against the sting of some in nature bad. | |
Yet who is he so absolutely blest | |
That lives encompassed in a mortal frame, | |
Sometime in reputation not oppressed | |
40 | By some in nothing famous but defame? |
Such in the bypath and the ridgeway lurk | |
That leads to ruin, in a smooth pretense | |
Of what they do to be a special work | |
Of singleness, not tending to offense; | |
45 | Whose very virtues are, not to detract |
Whiles hope remains of gain (base fee of slaves), | |
Despising chiefly men in fortunes wracked. | |
But death to such gives unremembered graves. | |
Now therein lived he happy, if to be | |
50 | Free from detraction happiness it be. |
His younger years gave comfortable hope | |
To hope for comfort in his riper youth, | |
Which, harvest-like, did yield again the crop | |
Of education, bettered in his truth. | |
55 | Those noble twins of heaven-infused races, |
Learning and wit, refined in their kind | |
Did jointly both, in their peculiar graces, | |
Enrich the curious temple of his mind; | |
Indeed a temple, in whose precious white | |
60 | Sat reason by religion overswayed, |
Teaching his other senses, with delight, | |
How piety and zeal should be obeyed. | |
Not fruitlessly in prodigal expense | |
Wasting his best of time, but so content | |
65 | With reason's golden mean to make defense |
Against the assault of youth's encouragement; | |
As not the tide of this surrounding age | |
(When now his father's death had freed his will) | |
Could make him subject to the drunken rage | |
70 | Of such whose only glory is their ill. |
He from the happy knowledge of the wise | |
Draws virtue to reprove secured fools | |
And shuns the glad sleights of ensnaring vice | |
To spend his spring of days in sacred schools. | |
75 | Here gave he diet to the sick desires |
That day by day assault the weaker man, | |
And with fit moderation still retires | |
From what doth batter virtue now and then. | |
But that I not intend in full discourse | |
80 | To progress out his life, I could display |
A good man in each part exact and force | |
The common voice to warrant what I say. | |
For if his fate and heaven had decreed | |
That full of days he might have lived to see | |
85 | The grave in peace, the times that should succeed |
Had been best-speaking witnesses with me; | |
Whose conversation so untouched did move | |
Respect most in itself, as who would scan | |
His honesty and worth, by them might prove | |
90 | He was a kind, true, perfect gentleman. |
Not in the outside of disgraceful folly, | |
Courting opinion with unfit disguise, | |
Affecting fashions, nor addicted wholly | |
To unbeseeming blushless vanities, | |
95 | But suiting so his habit and desire |
As that his virtue was his best attire. | |
Not in the waste of many idle words | |
Cared he to be heard talk, nor in the float | |
Of fond conceit, such as this age affords, | |
100 | By vain discourse upon himself to dote; |
For his becoming silence gave such grace | |
To his judicious parts, as what he spake | |
Seemed rather answers which the wise embrace | |
Than busy questions such as talkers make. | |
105 | And though his qualities might well deserve |
Just commendation, yet his furnished mind | |
Such harmony of goodness did preserve | |
As nature never built in better kind; | |
Knowing the best, and therefore not presuming | |
110 | In knowing, but for that it was the best, |
Ever within himself free choice resuming | |
Of true perfection, in a perfect breast; | |
So that his mind and body made an inn, | |
The one to lodge the other, both like framed | |
115 | For fair conditions, guests that soonest win |
Applause; in generality, well famed, | |
If trim behavior, gestures mild, discreet | |
Endeavors, modest speech, beseeming mirth, | |
True friendship, active grace, persuasion sweet, | |
120 | Delightful love innated from his birth, |
Acquaintance unfamiliar, carriage just, | |
Offenseless resolution, wished sobriety, | |
Clean-tempered moderation, steady trust, | |
Unburthened conscience, unfeigned piety; | |
125 | If these, or all of these, knit fast in one |
Can merit praise, then justly may we say, | |
Not any from this frailer stage is gone | |
Whose name is like to live a longer day. . . | |
Though not in eminent courts or places great | |
130 | For popular concourse, yet in that soil |
Where he enjoyed his birth, life, death, and seat | |
Which now sits mourning his untimely spoil. | |
And as much glory is it to be good | |
For private persons, in their private home, | |
135 | As those descended from illustrious blood |
In public view of greatness, whence they come. | |
Though I, rewarded with some sadder taste | |
Of knowing shame, by feeling it have proved | |
My country's thankless misconstruction cast | |
140 | Upon my name and credit, both unloved |
By some whose fortunes, sunk into the wane | |
Of plenty and desert, have strove to win | |
Justice by wrong, and sifted to embane | |
My reputation with a witless sin; | |
145 | Yet time, the father of unblushing truth, |
May one day lay ope malice which hath crossed it, | |
And right the hopes of my endangered youth, | |
Purchasing credit in the place I lost it. | |
Even in which place the subject of the verse | |
150 | (Unhappy matter of a mourning style |
Which now that subject's merits doth rehearse) | |
Had education and new being; while | |
By fair demeanor he had won repute | |
Amongst the all of all that lived there, | |
155 | For that his actions did so wholly suit |
With worthiness, still memorable here. | |
The many hours till the day of doom | |
Will not consume his life and hapless end, | |
For should he lie obscured without a tomb, | |
160 | Time would to time his honesty commend; |
Whiles parents to their children will make known, | |
And they to their posterity impart, | |
How such a man was sadly overthrown | |
By a hand guided by a cruel heart, | |
165 | Whereof as many as shall hear that sadness |
Will blame the one's hard fate, the other's madness; | |
Whiles such as do recount that tale of woe, | |
Told by remembrance of the wisest heads, | |
Will in the end conclude the matter so, | |
170 | As they will all go weeping to their beds. |
For when the world lies wintered in the storms | |
Of fearful consummation, and lays down | |
Th' unsteady change of his fantastic forms, | |
Expecting ever to be overthrown; | |
175 | When the proud height of much affected sin |
Shall ripen to a head, and in that pride | |
End in the miseries it did begin | |
And fall amidst the glory of his tide; | |
Then in a book where every work is writ | |
180 | Shall this man's actions be revealed, to show |
The gainful fruit of well-employed wit, | |
Which paid to heaven the debt that it did owe. | |
Here shall be reckoned up the constant faith, | |
Never untrue, where once he love professed; | |
185 | Which is a miracle in men, one saith, |
Long sought though rarely found, and he is best | |
Who can make friendship, in those times of change, | |
Admired more for being firm than strange. | |
When those weak houses of our brittle flesh | |
190 | Shall ruined be by death, our grace and strength, |
Youth, memory and shape that made us fresh | |
Cast down, and utterly decayed at length; | |
When all shall turn to dust from whence we came | |
And we low-leveled in a narrow grave, | |
195 | What can we leave behind us but a name, |
Which, by a life well led, may honor have? | |
Such honor, O thou youth untimely lost, | |
Thou didst deserve and hast; for though thy soul | |
Hath took her flight to a diviner coast, | |
200 | Yet here on earth thy fame lives ever whole, |
In every heart sealed up, in every tongue | |
Fit matter to discourse, no day prevented | |
That pities not thy sad and sudden wrong, | |
Of all alike beloved and lamented. | |
205 | And I here to thy memorable worth, |
In this last act of friendship, sacrifice | |
My love to thee, which I could not set forth | |
In any other habit of disguise. | |
Although I could not learn, whiles yet thou wert, | |
210 | To speak the language of a servile breath, |
My truth stole from my tongue into my heart, | |
Which shall not thence be sundered, but in death. | |
And I confess my love was too remiss | |
That had not made thee know how much I prized thee, | |
215 | But that mine error was, as yet it is, |
To think love best in silence: for I sized thee | |
By what I would have been, not only ready | |
In telling I was thine, but being so, | |
By some effect to show it. He is steady | |
220 | Who seems less than he is in open show. |
Since then I still reserved to try the worst | |
Which hardest fate and time thus can lay on me. | |
T' enlarge my thoughts was hindered at first, | |
While thou hadst life; I took this task upon me, | |
225 | To register with mine unhappy pen |
Such duties as it owes to thy desert, | |
And set thee as a president to men, | |
And limn thee to the world but as thou wert. . . | |
Not hired, as heaven can witness in my soul, | |
230 | By vain conceit, to please such ones as know it, |
Nor servile to be liked, free from control, | |
Which, pain to many men, I do not owe it. | |
But here I trust I have discharged now | |
(Fair lovely branch too soon cut off) to thee, | |
235 | My constant and irrefragable vow, |
As, had it chanced, thou mightst have done to me. . . | |
But that no merit strong enough of mine | |
Had yielded store to thy well-abled quill | |
Whereby t' enroll my name, as this of thine, | |
240 | How s'ere enriched by thy plenteous skill. |
Here, then, I offer up to memory | |
The value of my talent, precious man, | |
Whereby if thou live to posterity, | |
Though 't be not as I would, 'tis as I can: | |
245 | In minds from whence endeavor doth proceed, |
A ready will is taken for the deed. | |
Yet ere I take my longest last farewell | |
From thee, fair mark of sorrow, let me frame | |
Some ampler work of thank, wherein to tell | |
250 | What more thou didst deserve than in thy name, |
And free thee from the scandal of such senses | |
As in the rancor of unhappy spleen | |
Measure thy course of life, with false pretenses | |
Comparing by thy death what thou hast been. | |
255 | So in his mischiefs is the world accursed: |
It picks out matter to inform the worst. | |
The willful blindness that hoodwinks the eyes | |
Of men enwrapped in an earthy veil | |
Makes them most ignorantly exercise | |
260 | And yield to humor when it doth assail, |
Whereby the candle and the body's light | |
Darkens the inward eyesight of the mind, | |
Presuming still it sees, even in the night | |
Of that same ignorance which makes them blind. | |
265 | Hence conster they with corrupt commentaries, |
Proceeding from a nature as corrupt, | |
The text of malice, which so often varies | |
As 'tis by seeming reason underpropped. | |
O, whither tends the lamentable spite | |
270 | Of this world's teenful apprehension, |
Which understands all things amiss, whose light | |
Shines not amidst the dark of their dissension? | |
True 'tis, this man, whiles yet he was a man, | |
Soothed not the current of besotted fashion, | |
275 | Nor could disgest, as some loose mimics can, |
An empty sound of overweening passion, | |
So much to be made servant to the base | |
And sensual aptness of disunioned vices, | |
To purchase commendation by disgrace, | |
280 | Whereto the world and heat of sin entices. |
But in a safer contemplation, | |
Secure in what he knew, he ever chose | |
The ready way to commendation, | |
By shunning all invitements strange, of those | |
285 | Whose illness is, the necessary praise |
Must wait upon their actions; only rare | |
In being rare in shame (which strives to raise | |
Their name by doing what they do not care), | |
As if the free commission of their ill | |
290 | Were even as boundless as their prompt desires; |
Only like lords, like subjects to their will, | |
Which their fond dotage ever more admires. | |
He was not so: but in a serious awe, | |
Ruling the little ordered commonwealth | |
295 | Of his own self, with honor to the law |
That gave peace to his bread, bread to his health; | |
Which ever he maintained in sweet content | |
And pleasurable rest, wherein he joyed | |
A monarchy of comfort's government, | |
300 | Never until his last to be destroyed. |
For in the vineyard of heaven-favored learning | |
Where he was double-honored in degree, | |
His observation and discreet discerning | |
Had taught him in both fortunes to be free; | |
305 | Whence now retired home, to a home indeed |
The home of his condition and estate, | |
He well provided 'gainst the hand of need, | |
Whence young men sometime grow unfortunate; | |
His disposition, by the bonds of unity, | |
310 | So fastened to his reason that it strove |
With understanding's grave immunity | |
To purchase from all hearts a steady love; | |
Wherein not any one thing comprehends | |
Proportionable note of what he was, | |
315 | Than that he was so constant to his friends |
As he would no occasion overpass | |
Which might make known his unaffected care, | |
In all respects of trial, to unlock | |
His bosom and his store, which did declare | |
320 | That Christ was his, and he was friendship's rock: |
A rock of friendship figured in his name, | |
Foreshowing what he was, and what should be, | |
Most true presage; and he discharged the same | |
In every act of perfect amity. | |
325 | Though in the complemental phrase of words |
He never was addicted to the vain | |
Of boast, such as the common breath affords; | |
He was in use most fast, in tongue most plain, | |
Nor amongst all those virtues that forever | |
330 | Adorned his reputation will be found |
One greater than his faith, which did persever, | |
Where once it was protested, alway sound. | |
Hence sprung the deadly fuel that revived | |
The rage which wrought his end, for had he been | |
335 | Slacker in love, he had been longer lived |
And not oppressed by wrath's unhappy sin. . . | |
By wrath's unhappy sin, which unadvised | |
Gave death for free good will, and wounds for love. | |
Pity it was that blood had not been prized | |
340 | At higher rate, and reason set above |
Most unjust choler, which untimely drew | |
Destruction on itself; and most unjust, | |
Robbed virtue of a follower so true | |
As time can boast of, both for love and trust: | |
345 | So henceforth all (great glory to his blood) |
Shall be but seconds to him, being good. | |
The wicked end their honor with their sin | |
In death, which only then the good begin. | |
Lo, here a lesson by experience taught | |
350 | For men whose pure simplicity hath drawn |
Their trust to be betrayed by being caught | |
Within the snares of making truth a pawn; | |
Whiles it, not doubting whereinto it enters, | |
Without true proof and knowledge of a friend, | |
355 | Sincere in singleness of heart, adventers |
To give fit cause, ere love begin to end: | |
His unfeigned friendship where it least was sought, | |
Him to a fatal timeless ruin brought; | |
Whereby the life that purity adorned | |
360 | With real merit, by this sudden end |
Is in the mouth of some in manner scorned, | |
Made questionable, for they do intend, | |
According to the tenor of the saw | |
Mistook, if not observed (writ long ago | |
365 | When men were only led by reason's law), |
That "Such as is the end, the life proves so." | |
Thus he, who to the universal lapse | |
Gave sweet redemption, offering up his blood | |
To conquer death by death, and loose the traps | |
370 | Of hell, even in the triumph that it stood: |
He thus, for that his guiltless life was spilt | |
By death, which was made subject to the curse, | |
Might in like manner be reproved of guilt | |
In his pure life, for that his end was worse. | |
375 | But O far be it, our unholy lips |
Should so profane the deity above | |
As thereby to ordain revenging whips | |
Against the day of judgment and of love. | |
The hand that lends us honor in our days | |
380 | May shorten when it please, and justly take |
Our honor from us many sundry ways, | |
As best becomes that wisdom did us make. | |
The second brother, who was next begot | |
Of all that ever were begotten yet, | |
385 | Was by a hand in vengeance rude and hot |
Sent innocent to be in heaven set. | |
Whose fame the angels in melodious choirs | |
Still witness to the world. Then why should he, | |
Well-profited in excellent desires, | |
390 | Be more rebuked, who had like destiny? |
Those saints before the everlasting throne | |
Who sit with crowns of glory on their heads, | |
Washed white in blood, from earth hence have not gone | |
All to their joys in quiet on their beds, | |
395 | But tasted of the sour-bitter scourge |
Of torture and affliction ere they gained | |
Those blessings which their sufferance did urge, | |
Whereby the grace fore-promised they attained. | |
Let then the false suggestions of the froward, | |
400 | Building large castles in the empty air, |
By suppositions fond and thoughts untoward | |
(Issues of discontent and sick despair) | |
Rebound gross arguments upon their heart | |
That may disprove their malice, and confound | |
405 | Uncivil loose opinions which insert |
Their souls into the roll that doth unsound | |
Betraying policies, and show their brains, | |
Unto their shame, ridiculous; whose scope | |
Is envy, whose endeavors fruitless pains, | |
410 | In nothing surely prosperous, but hope. . . |
And that same hope, so lame, so unprevailing, | |
It buries self-conceit in weak opinion; | |
Which being crossed, gives matter of bewailing | |
Their vain designs, on whom want hath dominion. | |
415 | Such, and of such condition, may devise |
Which way to wound with defamation's spirit | |
(Close-lurking whisper's hidden forgeries) | |
His taintless goodness, his desertful merit. | |
But whiles the minds of men can judge sincerely, | |
420 | Upon assured knowledge, his repute |
And estimation shall be rumored clearly | |
In equal worth--time shall to time renew 't. | |
The grave, that in his ever-empty womb | |
Forever closes up the unrespected, | |
425 | Who when they die, die all, shall not entomb |
His pleading best perfections as neglected. | |
They to his notice in succeeding years | |
Shall speak for him when he shall lie below; | |
When nothing but his memory appears | |
430 | Of what he was, then shall his virtues grow. |
His being but a private man in rank | |
(And yet not ranked beneath a gentleman) | |
Shall not abridge the commendable thank | |
Which wise posterity shall give him then; | |
435 | For nature, and his therein happy fate. |
Ordained that by his quality of mind | |
T' ennoble that best part, although his state | |
Were to a lower blessedness confined. | |
Blood, pomp, state, honor, glory and command, | |
440 | Without fit ornaments of disposition, |
Are in themselves but heathenish and profaned, | |
And much more peaceful is a mean condition | |
Which, underneath the roof of safe content, | |
Feeds on the bread of rest, and takes delight | |
445 | To look upon the labors it hath spent |
For its own sustenance, both day and night; | |
Whiles others, plotting which way to be great, | |
How to augment their portion and ambition, | |
Do toil their giddy brains, and ever sweat | |
450 | For popular applause and power's commission. |
But one in honors, like a seeled dove | |
Whose inward eyes are dimmed with dignity, | |
Does think most safety doth remain above, | |
And seeks to be secure by mounting high: | |
455 | Whence, when he falls, who did erewhile aspire, |
Falls deeper down, for that he climbed higher. | |
Now men who in lower region live | |
Exempt from danger of authority | |
Have fittest times in reason's rules to thrive, | |
460 | Not vexed with envy of priority, |
And those are much more noble in the mind | |
Than many that have nobleness by kind. | |
Birth, blood, and ancestors, are none of ours, | |
Nor can we make a proper challenge to them | |
465 | But virtues and perfections in our powers |
Proceed most truly from us, if we do them. | |
Respective titles or a gracious style, | |
With all what men in eminence possess, | |
Are, without ornaments to praise them, vile: | |
470 | The beauty of the mind is nobleness. |
And such as have that beauty, well deserve | |
Eternal characters, that after death | |
Remembrance of their worth we may preserve, | |
So that their glory die not with their breath. | |
475 | Else what avails it in a goodly strife |
Upon this face of earth here to contend, | |
The good t' exceed the wicked in their life, | |
Should both be like obscured in their end? | |
Until which end, there is none rightly can | |
480 | Be termed happy, since the happiness |
Depends upon the goodness of the man, | |
Which afterwards his praises will express. | |
Look hither then, you that enjoy the youth | |
Of your best days, and see how unexpected | |
485 | Death can betray your jollity to ruth |
When death you think is least to be respected! | |
The person of this model here set out | |
Had all that youth and happy days could give him, | |
Yet could not all-encompass him about | |
490 | Against th' assault of death, who to relieve him |
Strook home but to the frail and mortal parts | |
Of his humanity, but could not touch | |
His flourishing and fair long-lived deserts, | |
Above fate's reach, his singleness was such. | |
495 | So that he dies but once, but doubly lives, |
Once in his proper self, then in his name; | |
Predestinated time, who all deprives, | |
Could never yet deprive him of the same. | |
And had the genius which attended on him | |
500 | Been possibilited to keep him safe |
Against the rigor that hath overgone him, | |
He had been to the public use a staff, | |
Leading by his example in the path | |
Which guides to doing well, wherein so few | |
505 | The proneness of this age to error hath |
Informed rightly in the courses true. | |
As then the loss of one, whose inclination | |
Stove to win love in general, is sad, | |
So specially his friends, in soft compassion | |
510 | Do feel the greatest loss they could have had. |
Amongst them all, she who those nine of years | |
Lived fellow to his counsels and his bed | |
Hath the most share in loss; for I in hers | |
Feel what distemperature this chance hath bred. | |
515 | The chaste embracements of conjugal love, |
Who in a mutual harmony consent, | |
Are so impatient of a strange remove | |
As meager death itself seems to lament, | |
And weep upon those cheeks which nature framed | |
520 | To be delightful orbs in whom the force |
Of lively sweetness plays, so that ashamed | |
Death often pities his unkind divorce. | |
Such was the separation here constrained | |
(Well-worthy to be termed a rudeness rather), | |
525 | For in his life his love was so unfeigned |
As he was both an husband and a father. . . | |
The one in firm affection and the other | |
In careful providence, which ever strove | |
With joint assistance to grace one another | |
530 | With every helpful furtherance of love. |
But since the sum of all that can be said | |
Can be but said that "He was good" (which wholly | |
Includes all excellence can be displayed | |
In praise of virtue and reproach of folly). | |
535 | His due deserts, this sentence on him gives, |
"He died in life, yet in his death he lives." | |
Now runs the method of this doleful song | |
In accents brief to thee, O thou deceased! | |
To whom those pains do only all belong | |
540 | As witnesses I did not love thee least. |
For could my worthless brain find out but how | |
To raise thee from the sepulcher of dust, | |
Undoubtedly thou shouldst have partage now | |
Of life with me, and heaven be counted just | |
545 | If to a supplicating soul it would |
Give life anew, by giving life again | |
Where life is missed; whereby discomfort should | |
Right his old griefs, and former joys retain | |
Which now with thee are leaped into thy tomb | |
550 | And buried in that hollow vault of woe, |
Expecting yet a more severer doom | |
Than time's strict flinty hand will let 'em know. | |
And now if I have leveled mine account | |
And reckoned up in a true measured score | |
555 | Those perfect graces which were ever wont |
To wait on thee alive, I ask no more | |
(But shall hereafter in a poor content | |
Immure those imputations I sustain, | |
Learning my days of youth so to prevent | |
560 | As not to be cast down by them again); |
Only those hopes which fate denies to grant | |
In full possession to a captive heart | |
Who, if it were in plenty, still would want | |
Before it may enjoy his better part: | |
565 | From which detained, and banished in th' exile |
Of dim misfortune, has none other prop | |
Whereon to lean and rest itself the while | |
But the weak comfort of the hapless, "hope." | |
And hope must in despite of fearful change | |
570 | Play in the strongest closet of my breast, |
Although perhaps I ignorantly range | |
And court opinion in my deep'st unrest. | |
But whether doth the stream of my mischance | |
Drive me beyond myself, fast friend, soon lost, | |
575 | Long may thy worthiness thy name advance |
Amongst the virtuous and deserving most, | |
Who herein hast forever happy proved: | |
In life thou lived'st, in death thou died'st beloved. |
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